Thursday, December 15, 2011

I Don’t Think I Can

I need to get the fuck out of my head
I need to get the fuck out of my life
I just want to disappear for while
I just want to find a place to hide

No matter how hard I try not to think about you
You pop back in my head
You pop back in my heart
I wish it would just go away

Maybe you should be the one to disappear
Then I can go on with my life
Like you where never in it
But I don’t think it would happen

You think we can just be friends
But I don’t think I can
I can’t go from feeling everything
To feeling nothing

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Where Did I Go Wrong

Where did I go wrong with you?
No one wants you like I want you
No one will kiss you like I kiss you
You just have to give me a chance
To show you who I really am

You ran to fast
I thought maybe you would have been the one for me
Now I guess we will never know

I just want to scream
I just want to cry
I just wish this was only a dream
I just wish for one more day with you

But I know I will never get it
I know you will never want me how I want you
You just want a friend
But why when you could have so much more

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Only to get it Broken

Broken heart
Broken tears
I really don’t wanna have a break down here
Not in front of your eyes
Only knowing it was caused by you

Warm tears on a cold cheek
The salty taste as it hits my lips
Only wishing this was just a dream
Only wishing I could just scream
And everything will be alright

Grabbing what I have for hair
Trying to rip it out to just to feel
Something real
But all I taste is tears

Crying out loud
As my heart is breaking into two
But who knows why
I almost fell in love with you

Cutting my hand on glass
Just to watch myself bleed
Only hoping to feel any other pain
But what I feel from you
From you breaking my heart

Wish these tears would stop
Wishing I had another heart
Only to get it broken
Only to get it broken
By you

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Open up Your eyes

Why do people feel the need to shame?
Why do people feel the need to hate?
Just because you don’t understand it doesn’t mean it’s wrong
Just because you don’t believe in it doesn’t mean it’s wrong

Open up your eyes
Open them up to the fact that everyone lives their life how they want to live it
Not how you want them to live it
Live life how you want to

Don’t hold back cause of who you love
Don’t hold back cause of hate and discrimination
Love who you want to love
And have pride in yourself and others

You only live one life
You may only have one love
So stand up for what you believe in
Fight for what is right

Monday, October 3, 2011

Bring Me Down

You tried to bring me down
You tried to hurt me more
You probably think you did nothing wrong
But you did
You tried to push me to do something I didn’t want to do

Now there is no more us
Now there is no more fuss
I see you for you
I see me for me

It’s going to be hard for me to forgive you
It’s going to be hard for me to forget this
You have scared me more then you know
You have made me think of the past
That I only want to forget

Now I am thinking of things I want to forget
Now I am thinking of things that can only make me want to live
Now I am thinking of things
That really I only want to forget

Sunday, September 11, 2011

They Once Stood

They once stood
Tall and strong
They fell fast and loud
With many lost
We now stand sadden that it already has been 10 years

We now have lost so many people due to this
But yet we continue to fight the war when we have already won
And we will continue to lose more
We must end this now
Let this 10 year anniversary be a reminder of what we have already lost

Let’s stop the war
Let’s stop the wasting of money that is going in to it
Let’s take a stand
Let’s be one on this day and remember what we had lost

Thursday, September 8, 2011

You Tried

You tried to break me down
You tried to make me cry
Now we are done
Now we are through
Now I just want to hate you

I am glad you never saw the real me
Even though you thought you could read me
I am glad I broke up with you
Cause if I would have stayed with you
It would have been a mistake
I am glad that you’re gone out of my life
Now I can live my life

You where dragging me down
Deeper and deeper
I was only looking for the door so I could leave
You trapped me into loving you
Only to feel pain once more

Now I am free
Ready to live my life again
I know your still going to be in my head
And in my heart
I am so waiting for that day you are not

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

I Will Move On

You have let me down again
This time it was the last time
I see you will never change
I see you will never be the person I though you could be

I loved you with all my heart
I loved you with all my soul
You can not hurt me no more
Cause I am walking out of your life

I know I have to deal with seeing you one last time
I hope you know I will break down and cry
But I will get over you
I will move on
I will find a new love
I will carry on

You know how to make me feel pain like I have never felt before
Will the pain ever ceased to stop
If it does will my heart ever heal so I can feel love again?
Will I ever forgive myself for feeling like I meant nothing?

Can I ever move on from loving you?
Will I one day have feeling back in my heart.
Maybe one day I will find a new love
Maybe one day I will find a real love
Maybe one day will come

Wish It Was Easy

Wish it was easy to say how I feel
But sometimes the simplest words are the hardest to say
So I look up at the stars and moon
Wishing you where looking at them too
Wondering what you are thinking at this moment
Wishing I was holding you tight tonight

Wanting to kiss your soft lips
Wanting to hold your hand just once more
Wishing I was looking in to your brown eyes
While I make love to you one more time tonight

Trying to hold back the tears of joy
Cause you make me feel like I have never felt before
You make me smile like I have never smiled before
How I want to take you in my arms and never let you go

Saturday, September 3, 2011

The Silence

The souls of silence
The fear of pain
To feel the blade again the vain
The sounds of the scream
The taste of blood
To crave love

As I step back and see
How much love is all around me
The cry of help in the night
The rain of pain
The sadness of the soul
Will it ever be untold

My mind races
I want to look beyond the pain
I want to close my eyes
Hoping this is only a dream
Wanting silence in my mind
But tears fill my eyes

Holding you near
Holding your heart
Never wanting us to be a part
I call your name in the dark
But all I hear is silence
Then it goes dark

Losing me

Why does my heart feel like its been spilt into two
Why does it ache for you
When you never really wanted me
I’m not sure if I should be wasting tears on you
I feel the pain that your causing me

Why does it hurt so much
Only knowing that you never really loved me the way you said you did
You talk to other women in front of me
And you must think I am blind
But I am not
All your doing is losing me

That is if you ever really wanted me
That is if you ever really loved me
Can I even trust you now
Do I have a reason to
Should I continue loving you
Or should I just get over you and try to move on

So I Can See

Sometimes I wish I could wash away my sins
Then I could look in the mirror again
Loving you is so easy
Being me is so hard on my knees
Cause I’m always begging you for forgiveness

Wishing my life was different
Wishing half of what has happened isn’t real
But then I wouldn’t have you
Wouldn’t have you in my life
For that I am real

Wanting to hold you tight
Can’t wait for that day
It maybe night
Hope there is light
So I can see to kiss your pretty lips

Hanging by my only whim
Wanting to be where you are now
Thinking of how I can make that happen
Even though I know it might be a while
So I cry at night
Cause I can’t stand being 3000 miles from you

I Feel

Why am I happy on the outside
But feeling like I wanna die inside
You see my smile
You see my tears
You see all of my emotions

And that’s why I love you
For you
For everything
I want to hold you
I want to be with you

But we are so far apart
Don’t know when I will get to see you
I hope its soon
Cause I can’t take not being with you

I feel closer to you then I have with anyone else
I can tell we will last a long time
I want to see you smile
I want to see you cry
I want to feel your touch
I want to taste your kiss

Your on the west and I am on the east
But I know we will meet
I know we are meant to be
Cause our love is pure
Purer then it has ever been

For Loving You

I sitting in the corner thinking of you
I want you back
I need you back
But I know your feelings are not the same

So my mind is wandering like crazy
Thinking of what I did wrong
For you not to feel the same
So the tears start to fall from my eyes

Just once I was hoping things would work out
Things would be different for me
But they are just the same
I lose every girl I have ever loved

You may think I’m crazy
For loving you
But I can’t make my heart change my mind
From loving you

I might just go mad
I might just go crazy
wishing you where mine
For one more night
For one more day

How do I say good bye
When I am not ready to
How do I tell you
That my feelings are true

My mind is going crazy
And all I do is think of you
All day long
All night long
Your in my dreams
Your in my heart
You are my soul

Loving You

Loving you is a never ending game
Trying to figure you out isn’t fair
But I still love you
Why do I put myself though this
Why do I keep coming back to you

We can’t stay apart
We play to many games
But yet we are connected
The love we have is real
And yet I fear it

Why is loving you so hard
Why can’t I just walk away
You make it to difficult to stay away
And that makes me love you even more

I try to fight it
But I never win
My heart always steers me the wrong way
But then I feel the pain
The pain of loving you
And losing you

I always apologize for nothing
I always apologize for everything
But then again it was nothing
But then again it was something

Waking Up For A New Day

Why do I feel broken inside
Where I just want to run and hide
Breaking down and crying
Watching the tears fall from my eyes
When you said good bye

How the pain is taking a hold of me
Looking around
Wanting to be found
Only to hold my head up high
Cause I don’t want you knowing you hurt me
Hurt my heart
Hurt my soul
Hurt my self being

Waking up for a new day
Saying good bye to the old
Wanting you back
So I can feel again
But we will never be more

Your over me
I see that now
So its time to move on
Its time to heal my wounded heart
Looking for someone new
To share everything with
To give my heart to
To get over you


How do I tell you good bye
With out tears flowing from your eyes
How do I tell you I’m sorry when I am really not
You make me want to wake up and see the real me
You make me want to see the real you

I wish I could feel the pain that I have caused you
I wish I could take it all away
I only want to love you
But its so hard

I wish you where mine again
But I know you never will be
I caused you to much pain
For you to be with me again

I will learn one day
And I will make it right
But then it will be to late
Cause you will be with someone else

How our love was once great
But then I took it away
Cause I turn everything grey


The shadows fall across my face
As the tears stream down my cheeks
Its been months and I’m still not over you
I try and I try
Its not getting easier for me
I can’t tell you good by just yet
But I know your over me

Loving you was hard for me
But losing you is even harder
As the hours fade away
As the days go by
I start to lose pride in ever finding love
Finding my true love
Finding any love at all

So my eyes fill with tears
They never cease to stop
My hazel eyes where once happy and bright
Now they are grey
With undying sorrow
Will I ever see the light of happiness again

Keep Wishing

I keep wishing we weren't through
I keep seeing you in my dreams at night
Why did it have to end this way
Why did we say the things that were said

Somewhere someday maybe these tears will cease
But I keep thinking it's never going to be that day
How can I change the past
How can I look at the future

You where my future
You where my heart
You where my soul
Where did it all go?

It went away
You took it away
With the words you said to me
With the tears streaming down my face

How could you say those words?
How could you say that about someone I love?
How could you not understand he means the world to me?
You will never understand
You will never see the light of day

You will be lost in your soul
You have lost your soul mate
You have lost the one
And you will never get that back

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

I Can't Stop

I can’t stop thinking about you
I can’t stop wanting to talk to you
I can’t stop wanting to want you
I can’t stop loving you

I sit here and I wonder why
Why I'm crying inside
Why I'm trying to hide
The pain that is real

Only wishing I could turn back the clock
Or stop the time that has passed
And go back to when I was thinking right
Maybe you would still be mine

But I ruined what we had
It will never be again
And I will never forgive myself
All I can hope is that you can forgive 

Sunday, August 14, 2011

I'm Sorry

I am sad that your gone.
But I know its for the better.
You may not see it now.
But soon you will see that we weren't meant to be.

I don't think I will ever stop loving you.
I know I want to be your friend.
But I need to get over you.
For me to do that I must be alone.

You will find that one person who will love you.
You will find that one person who will be your everything.
You will one day see it was not me.

I am sorry I hurt you.
I am sorry for the things I said.
I know they where mean.
And you deserve better then what I can give.

Friday, July 15, 2011

Why Don't You Understand

Why don’t you understand?
Our love isn’t what it used to be.
I need to let you go to be me.
No matter how much I love you, it still doesn’t feel right to me.

I just want to run away, very far away.
To get away from all this confusion and pain!
That you bring me every day!
But I can’t go on this way.

I don’t want to see you cry.
I don’t want to feel sorry for you.
I don’t want you to lose control.
I can’t fight this anymore.

If only you could understand.
What I feel inside my heart.
 You would know it’s really not you.
But yet it’s the things you do.

I want to say it’s going to be alright.
I just wish you knew what I have gone through.
Maybe then you would understand me more.
But the memories are just too painful to bring up.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Stop And Dream

Don’t let anyone tell you what you can or can’t do
Stand up for yourself
You never know what you have if you don’t try
And if you try you won’t lose

Stop and believe
And other people will too
Fight for what you feel is right
Not what other people feel is right
Don’t let people tell you who you have to be
Just be that person you want to be

Stop and dream
And maybe the dream will come true
Stop and live
And maybe other people will live with you
Cry the tears
And maybe other people will cry some too

Fight for the LGBT
And maybe other people will too
Don’t show fear
Cause then others will fear
You are your own leader
So lead your own fight
And people will follow in your foot steps
Raise the flag
And the flag will be raised

Friday, May 13, 2011


I am a lesbian
I am strong
You may think I am a freak
You may give me dirty looks
You may want to spit in my face
But I will never change
I am happy being the way I am

I stand up tall for what I believe in
I will fight till the end to love who I want to love
I am not ashamed that I love the same sex
We should not be out casts
We should not be treated unfairly

We are stronger then you know
We will win this fight
We should have the right to marry
We should have the right to fight for our country without being beat on
We carry the rainbow with pride

We are more human then you know
And its not a disease
When will people see
We will not make you gay
We will not make you a lesbian

I just want to live my life with out judgment
With out racism
I want to live it with pride
For all the LGBT people out there

Saturday, April 23, 2011

I Can't Get You Out Of Me

I can’t get you off of my mind
I can’t get you out of my heart
I can’t sleep at night
Your all I think about

I can’t wait till I get to see you again
I can’t wait to hold your hand
I can’t wait to kiss your lips
I can’t wait to see your beautiful smile again

Your like a dream
And its all coming true
Which is making me want you more and more
As time goes on we learn more about each other
And the connection gets deeper and deeper

Your sweet and sensual just like me
I want to know everything about you
I want you to know everything about me
If only we didn’t live as far away as we did

Hearing your voice
Listening to your words
Hearing you laugh
Only makes me want you more and more

Sunday, March 27, 2011

I Can't

Now that your gone
I can go back to being me
I can move on and look for true love
You had me at the tip of your fingers
Now I can be happy and free

I really though I cared about you
But that was just a feeling of desire
I despair what we had
Now I can only laugh
Please forget me
Please forget my name

Lose my number
Erase me from your brain
Let me go
I can’t care for you no more

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Because I Am Me

You see my broken heart
You want to try and heal it
You want to see me smile
You want to see my tears stop
You see me for me

I may not be all that pretty
I may not be all that skinny
I may not be all that girly
I may not be all that tall
But I am me

So please forgive me for my dorkyness
So please forgive me for my assholeness
So please forgive me for my cockyness
So please forgive me for my sarcasm
Because I am me

I want to dream my dreams
Even though I know they will never come true
I want to know my thoughts
Even though they are sometimes crazy
I want to feel your love
Even though I don’t think I will ever totally have it
That is because I am me

Someday I will find the truth
Someday I will have that wisdom
Someday maybe you will be mine
Someday will be someday
Until that day I will be me

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

You Will Be In My Heart

When I was young I used to cry myself to sleep
Cause of the though of missing you was so deep
But its been 24 years sense you have left me
And I am still not over you
I feel you all around me

Wishing I could knock on heavens door
Just to see you once more
To say the things that I never got to say
To touch that beautiful face
Just to see you smile one more time

You left my life to soon
I will never forget you
My love for you is still here
One day we will meet again
Till that day I will always miss you
And I will always love you
You will be in my heart forever

Friday, March 18, 2011

Eye To Eye

Why don't we see eye to eye
Why do I cry when I think of you
Your in my thoughts during the day
Your in my dreams at night
I just can't seem to get you out of my heart
Can't seem to get you out of my mind

Where do I go now
How do I try to move on
I want to be with you
But I know we aren't meant to be
So now I'm trying to move on
I wonder if you even still think of me

I look up at the stars at night
Hoping your doing the same
Looking for a shooting star
So I can make a wish
Even thought I know it would never come true

My life is falling apart without you in it
I miss holding you
I miss your kiss
I miss your touch
I miss almost everything about you
But you just didn't want to let me in
You didn't want me knowing you

Sunday, March 6, 2011

How To Love

When I look in to your brown eyes
I see the hurt that other people have caused
I sense your fear of it being to soon
To feel the feeling you feel

To love you how you need and want to be loved
You just have to let me in
You just have to give me a chance
To show you how I feel
To show you how to love again

To make love to you again is like a dream
I hope it comes true soon
I hope this dream never ends
To hold you
To kiss you
To touch you

To enter you heart
To find your soul
To set you free in many ways
To hold your hand and kiss your lips
Is just one of many wishes
Just to say I love you
But know its to soon
To say those words to you


How do I tell you I fucken hate you
How can I tell you I never want to see you again
I can’t stop thinking about hurtin myself
Because of what you did to me
Now all I want to do is hide

Hide inside my fears
The fears that you brought on to me
Now I hate you and all men
Now I have lost so many friends

Today was the worst day of my life
Now I have to search myself
To find myself
To become myself
Again and again

I only want to kill myself
But the fear that I fear
Will never go away
Because you made it that way

How can I go on
How can I ever stop
Thinking about what you did to me
You hurt me
You scared me

Why do I feel this way
Why do I feel this way
I will go on
I will go on

Because I am myself
Because I am strong
I am here to stay
Till God takes me anyway
Then that will be the day

Wanting To Be Loved

How do I tell you how I feel about you
I want to be with you more then anything
Even though I know you only want friends
I really wish you would give me a chance
I’m not like the other girls

I want to love you for you
I want to care for you
I want to treat you how you want to be treated
If you only knew

How I really feel about you
Maybe you would give me a chance
Maybe I am just dreaming the dream
Of wanting to be loved

To Wonder

Why did we meet again
That we meant the way we did
Was it meant to be
I hope we become good friends

I care for you
I hope we can become more then just friends
I hope you can open up to me and not be shy
I will listen and be there

I can’t believe I am writing this for you
But I need to tell you how I feel
As I sit here wondering will you ever feel
How I feel
Will this love ever be there

The way I feel will never be controlled
How can I control something so strong
It feels so real
But I don’t know how you feel
And its killing me to wonder

To Make You

I see you looking at me
I see you smiling
Your eyes are green
And your hair is black
Your skin is pale

I want to talk to you
I want to get to know you
I want to be your friend
I want to make love to you

You can get to know me
You can learn my touch
And I can learn yours
I want to make you feel real good inside
I want you to make me feel good to

When will I see you again
When will I touch you again
Your feel your touch
I want it all again
I want your kiss
I want your tongue
I want inside my mouth moving around

To feel your feel
To feel your skin on mine
To touch the warmth of the warm
To make you scream my name
When I make you cum
Is so much fun

The Way You Make Me

The way you make me smile when you touch my face
The way you kiss my lips
How you touch me drives me crazy
I want to be with you every second of the day
I miss you when your gone
I can’t seem to get enough of you

I want to know every inch of your body
I want to make you mine
I go crazy when your gone
I think about you way to much
I love you and its to soon

How can this be
Its way to soon
I don’t want to lose you
I only want to be with you
I only want to kiss your pretty face
And love you every minute of the day

The One I Love

The tears you made me cry
The pain I have felt inside
You’ll cry those tears
And feel that pain
Because of that I’ll never be the same

I have found you God
His son Jesus has opened my eyes
The Holy Spirit has filled me up
I can only pray that the happiness that I once felt comes back to me
And the pain I’ve known I will never see

I thought I loved you
But it was only the Demons
They want me to feel that pain
The death and destruction
But I won’t let myself feel like that ever again

Not me no way
I love God and only God
He is our savior
He is our father
He is the one I love

I’m going to be someone you don’t want me to be
I’m going to fight you all the way
And as I do that I’ll pray
Pray to you God your Son and the Holy Spirit
That brings us life

But you the Devil brings us death
I feel sorry for you
No one loves you
They just think they do
Because you make them think that way

Not me no way
I love God and only God
He is our savior
He is our father
He is the One I love

Oh Why

Why do you make me feel the way that I feel
Why do I have feeling for you
Why is my pain so unreal
I want to cry so many tears
But they just wont come out of my eyes

I am so mad
I want to hit something
But then that would just lead to more pain
The pain in my heart and the pain in my hands

I will go on with my life
I will cry more tears
I will fall in and out of love
But I will never be with you
That I know is real

I just cant deal
With my life anymore
I am so not happy
I am so not strong

Not Close Enough To Touch

I want to lick you up and down
till you tell me to stop
making you cum till you tell me to stop
never wanting to let you go
but knowing there will be more tomorrow
holding it back till i can't hold it back anymore
wondering how i will tell you to stop

gawd I can wait to kiss your lips again
I can't wait till my Tounge touches yours
to make love to you again would mean more to me then anything right now
to feel you
to touch you
to love you
to cum on you

I wish you where lying nexted to me
in my bed
caressing me
loving me
feeling me
only to be with me
but right now we are so far away
but yet so close
only miles away
but not close enough to touch

My Life

Where is my life gonna lead me
When we are no longer one
Where is my heart gonna be
When we are done

Maybe I will get lost in the moment
Maybe I will be looking for something new
But really all I will want is to be with you
Cause it will take me a long time to get over you

But why and I thinking about all the sad
When we are still in happy mode
My mind wanders where it shouldn’t go
I worry about all the things that I shouldn’t be

Maybe you can make me think of better things
Maybe you will occupy my mind and my heart
Maybe you will make think happy thoughts

Looking In

I see myself looking out at myself
I see you looking in
Why are the tears falling from my eyes
I shouldn’t feel this way

I take a breath
I take in your kiss
I take your tears
I live to see you

Now I am haunted by my ghosts
Of my past relationships
Only wanting to be with you
Only wanting your love

To feel your kiss
To feel your touch
To take it in over lunch
While we are drinking a glass of wine
Over conversation

I feel free when I’m with you
I feel like myself
You make me a better person
You make me true to myself

Kissing You

Wanting you to be here with me
To hold you
To kiss you
Holding your hand as I kiss your neck
Sliding my hands down slowly
Taking you into me
Rocking you slowly

Kissing your lips
Touching your thigh
Rubbing you all over
I want to make love to you

Soft and slowly
Kissing you all over
I want to take you in slowly
How you drive me crazy
I can’t control myself
I can’t control my hands

I'm Glad

You make me want to scream
You make me sick and drop down on my knees
You hurt my heart and my soul
Hurt everything that I have ever known
I guess I’m glad that we are 3000 miles away
Cause I can’t look at your face

I am happy that we are done before we have begun
Cause honestly I don’t think you where gonna be right for me
I was gonna give us a shot
I was gonna give you my heart
But you made that clear that isn’t what you really wanted

I am glad I never went to you
I am glad I am still at home
Even though part of me is gone
I gave up my home for you
I gave up my things for you
I gave up my dog for you

Just so you could blow me off
I’m so glad
That I only thought I loved you
I am glad that people like you make me mad
I am glad I know I will never be like you

I Can't Wait

I can’t wait to look into your eyes again
I can’t wait to hold you in my arms and cress your face
To touch your body
To make love to you
I can’t wait to see you again

Your skin is so soft
Your touch is so sweet
Your kisses are like a dream
That I never want to wake up from

I don’t like saying good bye
I wish I could be around you more
But then I would never want to let you go
But I am not sure how I feel about you yet
If its just a fling or something more

I guess time will only tell
But what I know is that I like you
And I want to be with you
Till I get to look in to those eyes again
You’ll be in my mind

I Can't Get You

I can’t get you out of my head
I can’t get you out of my mind
I want you in my heart
I want you in my soul
I want you more and more

I want to be in your head
I want to be in your heart
I want to be in your world
I want to be part of your life

I want you to feel my pain
I want you to cry my tears
I want you to make me feel what I have never felt before
Can you feel my heart beating
Can you hear my thoughts that I’m thinking

How Can I

How do I look in to your eyes with out saying goodbye
How do I tell you I can’t be with you anymore
How can I live my life with out you
Can I say goodbye
Without the tears pouring out of my eyes

Holding on to you
I need to let you go
We are not meant for each other
Didn’t you know

Cried tomorrows tears
Only knowing you are not going to be there
To feel your touch
To feel your kiss
To be near you one last time

Only to say goodbye for the last time
The sorrow that I feel inside
Will never die
The pain I feel is to real

Can I ever be free
Can I ever be me
How can I be with out you
How can I be me
When you’ll never let me go

Hard And Fast

I Have never had these feeling for someone like this before
I have never been in love this hard and fast
You make me feel thing I have never felt before
You make me happy when I feel down
You make me stop crying before I even start
You are my everything
And I’m Yours

I hate to say good bye
I hate that we are so far apart
I cant live with out you
Yet I keep going knowing you’ll be here soon

I cant wait to hold you
I cant wait to love you
I cant wait to be everything you have always wanted
I cant wait to say I love you in person
That day will be here soon
I love you
I love you more then you even know

Can We Be One

I’m crying over you
Cause I let you go
You make me happy
Even though I never showed it

How can I make things right again
How can we be one again
Now I’m crying over you
Now I don’t want to see you go

Can we be one again
I hope so
It may take time
But one day we maybe there again
I hope its soon
Cause my heart is broken with out you
I love you

But Yet I Cry

I hide behind my skin
Looking out of my eyes
I see blue skies
Wishing you where here with me
Wishing we would meet

How I want to be free
How I want to see the light
But yet I cry at night
When I look at your picture
Knowing we will never meet

Something’s are never meant to be
So I’m giving up
Love is a never ending game with the heart
I always lose know matter how I play the game

And Why

I drift away in your eyes
I remember what our love felt like
I remember your touch
Your skin and your kiss

Will it ever be like that again
Will my wish ever come true
Will I ever know
Oh I hope so

Cuz I can’t stand being alone
And I can’t stand being with out you
Here I go again thinking about you
Why can’t I have you
And why can’t I be with you

Missing You

If you only had a clue about how I feel about you
But now you will never know
Cause you didn’t want to let me in
So that is why I left you

I really wish things where different
Cause I really do care about you
Why did it have to be this way
I just want you in my life

I only wanted to be in yours
I only wanted to make you happy
But for some reason I don’t think I can do that
I don’t think you would ever let me in

So this is why I say good bye
This is why I let you go
Maybe one day you will see me for me
Maybe you will have the heart to open up

But until that day
I will be missing you
I will miss holding you
I will miss kissing you
I will miss everything about you