My Lover

My lover

We went to bed

When I woke your bags where packed

You where walking out the door

I asked you why

You just walked away sad

You where my lover

You where my best friend

How did it just come to an end?

I feel lost without you

I don’t know who I am

You where my muse

What do I do now that you’re gone?

I can’t seem to think

I can’t drink

I can’t get you off my mind

My lover, my friend

I ran in to you a few weeks later

You had a new friend

I knew she wasn’t just a friend

You had that twinkle in your eye

My heart is aching

My soul is breaking

Where do I go now?

How do I move on?

You where my lover

You where my best friend

How did it just come to an end?

Every day is a new beginning

Every night is the end

Till I wake up again

I just want to hold you

I just want to kiss you

Just once more

You’re in my dreams

You’re in my heart

You’re in my soul

I can’t just let you go

Can’t I just move on?

I just want to sleep

I want the tears to stop

They are running down my cheeks

You where my lover

You where my best friend

How did it just come to an end?

Written by Melissa Kenyon 

Where are you

Where are you

When will I meet the girl of my dreams?

When will she walk through that door to my life?

When will I find my wife?

All the girls I meet are just not right.

She needs to find me soon

Before I get to blue

Before I just give up

Before I give up on love

Where are you my sweetheart?

Where are you my love?

Where are you my lover?

Just where are you?

I just need to hold you

Just need to kiss you

Just need to touch you

Just need to be with you

Oh where are you my love?

Oh where are you my sweet?

Where are you

You need to enter my life

Please forget me

Please forget me

Melissa Kenyon

How can you just forget who I am?

The tears stream down my face

Not wanting to live anymore

Now that you forgot who I am

My life is empty

My life is gone

Without you in my life

Can I cry myself to sleep?

Not tonight it’s a nightmare

Or is it just a dream that I want to forget

No don’t wake me

Don’t try to pretend that you are my friend

I have no friends

All I have is myself

And I have to live with it everyday

Have to live with an empty soul

The pain is too real to forget

So please forget me

Please forgive me

Please just leave me alone

I don’t need you or anyone else in my life

Now

Written By Melissa Kenyon

I thought you could have been my one and only

I thought you were falling in love with me

I guess you where just confused

I guess you where just indecisive

I guess I was wrong to give you a chance

Now you’re alone

Now you have lost a friend

I guess you will learn

I hope you’re happy

I hope you find what you’re looking for

I know I am not feeling anything

I know it is your loss

Cause we could have been something good

We could have been something great

I hope you have shed some tears

Knowing we will never speak again

I Don’t Think I Can

I need to get the fuck out of my head

I need to get the fuck out of my life

I just want to disappear for while

I just want to find a place to hide

No matter how hard I try not to think about you

You pop back in my head

You pop back in my heart

I wish it would just go away

Maybe you should be the one to disappear

Then I can go on with my life

Like you where never in it

But I don’t think it would happen

You think we can just be friends

But I don’t think I can

I can’t go from feeling everything

To feeling nothing

Where Did I Go Wrong

Where did I go wrong with you?

No one wants you like I want you

No one will kiss you like I kiss you

You just have to give me a chance

To show you who I really am

You ran to fast

I thought maybe you would have been the one for me

Now I guess we will never know

I just want to scream

I just want to cry

I just wish this was only a dream

I just wish for one more day with you

But I know I will never get it

I know you will never want me how I want you

You just want a friend

But why when you could have so much more

Only to get it Broken

Broken heart

Broken tears

I really don’t wanna have a break down here

Not in front of your eyes

Only knowing it was caused by you

Warm tears on a cold cheek

The salty taste as it hits my lips

Only wishing this was just a dream

Only wishing I could just scream

And everything will be alright

Grabbing what I have for hair

Trying to rip it out to just to feel

Something real

But all I taste is tears

Crying out loud

As my heart is breaking into two

But who knows why

I almost fell in love with you

Cutting my hand on glass

Just to watch myself bleed

Only hoping to feel any other pain

But what I feel from you

From you breaking my heart

Wish these tears would stop

Wishing I had another heart

Only to get it broken

Only to get it broken

By you