Why don’t you understand?
Our love isn’t what it used to be.
I need to let you go to be me.
No matter how much I love you, it still doesn’t feel right to me.
I just want to run away, very far away.
To get away from all this confusion and pain!
That you bring me every day!
But I can’t go on this way.
I don’t want to see you cry.
I don’t want to feel sorry for you.
I don’t want you to lose control.
I can’t fight this anymore.
If only you could understand.
What I feel inside my heart.
You would know it’s really not you.
But yet it’s the things you do.
I want to say it’s going to be alright.
I just wish you knew what I have gone through.
Maybe then you would understand me more.
But the memories are just too painful to bring up.