Waking Up For A New Day

Why do I feel broken inside
Where I just want to run and hide
Breaking down and crying
Watching the tears fall from my eyes
When you said good bye

How the pain is taking a hold of me
Looking around
Wanting to be found
Only to hold my head up high
Cause I don’t want you knowing you hurt me
Hurt my heart
Hurt my soul
Hurt my self being

Waking up for a new day
Saying good bye to the old
Wanting you back
So I can feel again
But we will never be more

Your over me
I see that now
So its time to move on
Its time to heal my wounded heart
Looking for someone new
To share everything with
To give my heart to
To get over you

Grey

How do I tell you good bye
With out tears flowing from your eyes
How do I tell you I’m sorry when I am really not
You make me want to wake up and see the real me
You make me want to see the real you

I wish I could feel the pain that I have caused you
I wish I could take it all away
I only want to love you
But its so hard

I wish you where mine again
But I know you never will be
I caused you to much pain
For you to be with me again

I will learn one day
And I will make it right
But then it will be to late
Cause you will be with someone else

How our love was once great
But then I took it away
Cause I turn everything grey

Shadows

The shadows fall across my face
As the tears stream down my cheeks
Its been months and I’m still not over you
I try and I try
Its not getting easier for me
I can’t tell you good by just yet
But I know your over me

Loving you was hard for me
But losing you is even harder
As the hours fade away
As the days go by
I start to lose pride in ever finding love
Finding my true love
Finding any love at all

So my eyes fill with tears
They never cease to stop
My hazel eyes where once happy and bright
Now they are grey
With undying sorrow
Will I ever see the light of happiness again

Keep Wishing

I keep wishing we weren't through
I keep seeing you in my dreams at night
Why did it have to end this way
Why did we say the things that were said

Somewhere someday maybe these tears will cease
But I keep thinking it's never going to be that day
How can I change the past
How can I look at the future

You where my future
You where my heart
You where my soul
Where did it all go?

It went away
You took it away
With the words you said to me
With the tears streaming down my face

How could you say those words?
How could you say that about someone I love?
How could you not understand he means the world to me?
You will never understand
You will never see the light of day

You will be lost in your soul
You have lost your soul mate
You have lost the one
And you will never get that back

I Can't Stop

I can’t stop thinking about you

I can’t stop wanting to talk to you

I can’t stop wanting to want you

I can’t stop loving you

I sit here and I wonder why

Why I'm crying inside

Why I'm trying to hide

The pain that is real

Only wishing I could turn back the clock

Or stop the time that has passed

And go back to when I was thinking right

Maybe you would still be mine

But I ruined what we had

It will never be again

And I will never forgive myself

All I can hope is that you can forgive 

I'm Sorry

I am sad that your gone.
But I know its for the better.
You may not see it now.
But soon you will see that we weren't meant to be.

I don't think I will ever stop loving you.
I know I want to be your friend.
But I need to get over you.
For me to do that I must be alone.

You will find that one person who will love you.
You will find that one person who will be your everything.
You will one day see it was not me.

I am sorry I hurt you.
I am sorry for the things I said.
I know they where mean.
And you deserve better then what I can give.

Why Don't You Understand

Why don’t you understand?

Our love isn’t what it used to be.

I need to let you go to be me.

No matter how much I love you, it still doesn’t feel right to me.

I just want to run away, very far away.

To get away from all this confusion and pain!

That you bring me every day!

But I can’t go on this way.

I don’t want to see you cry.

I don’t want to feel sorry for you.

I don’t want you to lose control.

I can’t fight this anymore.

If only you could understand.

What I feel inside my heart.

 You would know it’s really not you.

But yet it’s the things you do.

I want to say it’s going to be alright.

I just wish you knew what I have gone through.

Maybe then you would understand me more.

But the memories are just too painful to bring up.