They Once Stood

They once stood

Tall and strong

They fell fast and loud

With many lost

We now stand sadden that it already has been 10 years

We now have lost so many people due to this

But yet we continue to fight the war when we have already won

And we will continue to lose more

We must end this now

Let this 10 year anniversary be a reminder of what we have already lost

Let’s stop the war

Let’s stop the wasting of money that is going in to it

Let’s take a stand

Let’s be one on this day and remember what we had lost

You Tried

You tried to break me down

You tried to make me cry

Now we are done

Now we are through

Now I just want to hate you

I am glad you never saw the real me

Even though you thought you could read me

I am glad I broke up with you

Cause if I would have stayed with you

It would have been a mistake

I am glad that you’re gone out of my life

Now I can live my life

You where dragging me down

Deeper and deeper

I was only looking for the door so I could leave

You trapped me into loving you

Only to feel pain once more

Now I am free

Ready to live my life again

I know your still going to be in my head

And in my heart

I am so waiting for that day you are not

I Will Move On

You have let me down again

This time it was the last time

I see you will never change

I see you will never be the person I though you could be

I loved you with all my heart

I loved you with all my soul

You can not hurt me no more

Cause I am walking out of your life

I know I have to deal with seeing you one last time

I hope you know I will break down and cry

But I will get over you

I will move on

I will find a new love

I will carry on

You know how to make me feel pain like I have never felt before

Will the pain ever ceased to stop

If it does will my heart ever heal so I can feel love again?

Will I ever forgive myself for feeling like I meant nothing?

Can I ever move on from loving you?

Will I one day have feeling back in my heart.

Maybe one day I will find a new love

Maybe one day I will find a real love

Maybe one day will come

Wish It Was Easy

Wish it was easy to say how I feel
But sometimes the simplest words are the hardest to say
So I look up at the stars and moon
Wishing you where looking at them too
Wondering what you are thinking at this moment
Wishing I was holding you tight tonight

Wanting to kiss your soft lips
Wanting to hold your hand just once more
Wishing I was looking in to your brown eyes
While I make love to you one more time tonight

Trying to hold back the tears of joy
Cause you make me feel like I have never felt before
You make me smile like I have never smiled before
How I want to take you in my arms and never let you go

The Silence

The souls of silence
The fear of pain
To feel the blade again the vain
The sounds of the scream
The taste of blood
To crave love

As I step back and see
How much love is all around me
The cry of help in the night
The rain of pain
The sadness of the soul
Will it ever be untold

My mind races
I want to look beyond the pain
I want to close my eyes
Hoping this is only a dream
Wanting silence in my mind
But tears fill my eyes

Holding you near
Holding your heart
Never wanting us to be a part
I call your name in the dark
But all I hear is silence
Then it goes dark

Losing me

Why does my heart feel like its been spilt into two
Why does it ache for you
When you never really wanted me
I’m not sure if I should be wasting tears on you
I feel the pain that your causing me

Why does it hurt so much
Only knowing that you never really loved me the way you said you did
You talk to other women in front of me
And you must think I am blind
But I am not
All your doing is losing me

That is if you ever really wanted me
That is if you ever really loved me
Can I even trust you now
Do I have a reason to
Should I continue loving you
Or should I just get over you and try to move on

So I Can See

Sometimes I wish I could wash away my sins
Then I could look in the mirror again
Loving you is so easy
Being me is so hard on my knees
Cause I’m always begging you for forgiveness

Wishing my life was different
Wishing half of what has happened isn’t real
But then I wouldn’t have you
Wouldn’t have you in my life
For that I am real

Wanting to hold you tight
Can’t wait for that day
It maybe night
Hope there is light
So I can see to kiss your pretty lips


Hanging by my only whim
Wanting to be where you are now
Thinking of how I can make that happen
Even though I know it might be a while
So I cry at night
Cause I can’t stand being 3000 miles from you