Wednesday, August 31, 2011

I Can't Stop


I can’t stop thinking about you
I can’t stop wanting to talk to you
I can’t stop wanting to want you
I can’t stop loving you

I sit here and I wonder why
Why I'm crying inside
Why I'm trying to hide
The pain that is real

Only wishing I could turn back the clock
Or stop the time that has passed
And go back to when I was thinking right
Maybe you would still be mine

But I ruined what we had
It will never be again
And I will never forgive myself
All I can hope is that you can forgive 

Sunday, August 14, 2011

I'm Sorry

I am sad that your gone.
But I know its for the better.
You may not see it now.
But soon you will see that we weren't meant to be.

I don't think I will ever stop loving you.
I know I want to be your friend.
But I need to get over you.
For me to do that I must be alone.

You will find that one person who will love you.
You will find that one person who will be your everything.
You will one day see it was not me.

I am sorry I hurt you.
I am sorry for the things I said.
I know they where mean.
And you deserve better then what I can give.

Friday, July 15, 2011

Why Don't You Understand

Why don’t you understand?
Our love isn’t what it used to be.
I need to let you go to be me.
No matter how much I love you, it still doesn’t feel right to me.

I just want to run away, very far away.
To get away from all this confusion and pain!
That you bring me every day!
But I can’t go on this way.

I don’t want to see you cry.
I don’t want to feel sorry for you.
I don’t want you to lose control.
I can’t fight this anymore.

If only you could understand.
What I feel inside my heart.
 You would know it’s really not you.
But yet it’s the things you do.

I want to say it’s going to be alright.
I just wish you knew what I have gone through.
Maybe then you would understand me more.
But the memories are just too painful to bring up.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Stop And Dream

Don’t let anyone tell you what you can or can’t do
Stand up for yourself
You never know what you have if you don’t try
And if you try you won’t lose

Stop and believe
And other people will too
Fight for what you feel is right
Not what other people feel is right
Don’t let people tell you who you have to be
Just be that person you want to be

Stop and dream
And maybe the dream will come true
Stop and live
And maybe other people will live with you
Cry the tears
And maybe other people will cry some too

Fight for the LGBT
And maybe other people will too
Don’t show fear
Cause then others will fear
You are your own leader
So lead your own fight
And people will follow in your foot steps
Raise the flag
And the flag will be raised

Friday, May 13, 2011

THIS IS HOW WE STAND

I am a lesbian
I am strong
You may think I am a freak
You may give me dirty looks
You may want to spit in my face
But I will never change
I am happy being the way I am

I stand up tall for what I believe in
I will fight till the end to love who I want to love
I am not ashamed that I love the same sex
We should not be out casts
We should not be treated unfairly

We are stronger then you know
We will win this fight
We should have the right to marry
We should have the right to fight for our country without being beat on
We carry the rainbow with pride

We are more human then you know
And its not a disease
When will people see
We will not make you gay
We will not make you a lesbian

I just want to live my life with out judgment
With out racism
I want to live it with pride
For all the LGBT people out there

Saturday, April 23, 2011

I Can't Get You Out Of Me

I can’t get you off of my mind
I can’t get you out of my heart
I can’t sleep at night
Your all I think about

I can’t wait till I get to see you again
I can’t wait to hold your hand
I can’t wait to kiss your lips
I can’t wait to see your beautiful smile again

Your like a dream
And its all coming true
Which is making me want you more and more
As time goes on we learn more about each other
And the connection gets deeper and deeper

Your sweet and sensual just like me
I want to know everything about you
I want you to know everything about me
If only we didn’t live as far away as we did

Hearing your voice
Listening to your words
Hearing you laugh
Only makes me want you more and more

Sunday, March 27, 2011

I Can't

Now that your gone
I can go back to being me
I can move on and look for true love
You had me at the tip of your fingers
Now I can be happy and free

I really though I cared about you
But that was just a feeling of desire
I despair what we had
Now I can only laugh
Please forget me
Please forget my name

Lose my number
Erase me from your brain
Let me go
I can’t care for you no more