My Lover

My lover

We went to bed

When I woke your bags where packed

You where walking out the door

I asked you why

You just walked away sad

You where my lover

You where my best friend

How did it just come to an end?

I feel lost without you

I don’t know who I am

You where my muse

What do I do now that you’re gone?

I can’t seem to think

I can’t drink

I can’t get you off my mind

My lover, my friend

I ran in to you a few weeks later

You had a new friend

I knew she wasn’t just a friend

You had that twinkle in your eye

My heart is aching

My soul is breaking

Where do I go now?

How do I move on?

You where my lover

You where my best friend

How did it just come to an end?

Every day is a new beginning

Every night is the end

Till I wake up again

I just want to hold you

I just want to kiss you

Just once more

You’re in my dreams

You’re in my heart

You’re in my soul

I can’t just let you go

Can’t I just move on?

I just want to sleep

I want the tears to stop

They are running down my cheeks

You where my lover

You where my best friend

How did it just come to an end?

Written by Melissa Kenyon 

Where are you

Where are you

When will I meet the girl of my dreams?

When will she walk through that door to my life?

When will I find my wife?

All the girls I meet are just not right.

She needs to find me soon

Before I get to blue

Before I just give up

Before I give up on love

Where are you my sweetheart?

Where are you my love?

Where are you my lover?

Just where are you?

I just need to hold you

Just need to kiss you

Just need to touch you

Just need to be with you

Oh where are you my love?

Oh where are you my sweet?

Where are you

You need to enter my life

Please forget me

Please forget me

Melissa Kenyon

How can you just forget who I am?

The tears stream down my face

Not wanting to live anymore

Now that you forgot who I am

My life is empty

My life is gone

Without you in my life

Can I cry myself to sleep?

Not tonight it’s a nightmare

Or is it just a dream that I want to forget

No don’t wake me

Don’t try to pretend that you are my friend

I have no friends

All I have is myself

And I have to live with it everyday

Have to live with an empty soul

The pain is too real to forget

So please forget me

Please forgive me

Please just leave me alone

I don’t need you or anyone else in my life

Now

Written By Melissa Kenyon

I thought you could have been my one and only

I thought you were falling in love with me

I guess you where just confused

I guess you where just indecisive

I guess I was wrong to give you a chance

Now you’re alone

Now you have lost a friend

I guess you will learn

I hope you’re happy

I hope you find what you’re looking for

I know I am not feeling anything

I know it is your loss

Cause we could have been something good

We could have been something great

I hope you have shed some tears

Knowing we will never speak again

I Don’t Think I Can

I need to get the fuck out of my head

I need to get the fuck out of my life

I just want to disappear for while

I just want to find a place to hide

No matter how hard I try not to think about you

You pop back in my head

You pop back in my heart

I wish it would just go away

Maybe you should be the one to disappear

Then I can go on with my life

Like you where never in it

But I don’t think it would happen

You think we can just be friends

But I don’t think I can

I can’t go from feeling everything

To feeling nothing

Where Did I Go Wrong

Where did I go wrong with you?

No one wants you like I want you

No one will kiss you like I kiss you

You just have to give me a chance

To show you who I really am

You ran to fast

I thought maybe you would have been the one for me

Now I guess we will never know

I just want to scream

I just want to cry

I just wish this was only a dream

I just wish for one more day with you

But I know I will never get it

I know you will never want me how I want you

You just want a friend

But why when you could have so much more

Only to get it Broken

Broken heart

Broken tears

I really don’t wanna have a break down here

Not in front of your eyes

Only knowing it was caused by you

Warm tears on a cold cheek

The salty taste as it hits my lips

Only wishing this was just a dream

Only wishing I could just scream

And everything will be alright

Grabbing what I have for hair

Trying to rip it out to just to feel

Something real

But all I taste is tears

Crying out loud

As my heart is breaking into two

But who knows why

I almost fell in love with you

Cutting my hand on glass

Just to watch myself bleed

Only hoping to feel any other pain

But what I feel from you

From you breaking my heart

Wish these tears would stop

Wishing I had another heart

Only to get it broken

Only to get it broken

By you

Open up Your eyes

Why do people feel the need to shame?
Why do people feel the need to hate?
Just because you don’t understand it doesn’t mean it’s wrong
Just because you don’t believe in it doesn’t mean it’s wrong

Open up your eyes

Open them up to the fact that everyone lives their life how they want to live it

Not how you want them to live it

Live life how you want to

Don’t hold back cause of who you love

Don’t hold back cause of hate and discrimination

Love who you want to love

And have pride in yourself and others

You only live one life

You may only have one love

So stand up for what you believe in

Fight for what is right

Bring Me Down

You tried to bring me down

You tried to hurt me more

You probably think you did nothing wrong

But you did

You tried to push me to do something I didn’t want to do

Now there is no more us

Now there is no more fuss

I see you for you

I see me for me

It’s going to be hard for me to forgive you

It’s going to be hard for me to forget this

You have scared me more then you know

You have made me think of the past

That I only want to forget

Now I am thinking of things I want to forget

Now I am thinking of things that can only make me want to live

Now I am thinking of things

That really I only want to forget

They Once Stood

They once stood

Tall and strong

They fell fast and loud

With many lost

We now stand sadden that it already has been 10 years

We now have lost so many people due to this

But yet we continue to fight the war when we have already won

And we will continue to lose more

We must end this now

Let this 10 year anniversary be a reminder of what we have already lost

Let’s stop the war

Let’s stop the wasting of money that is going in to it

Let’s take a stand

Let’s be one on this day and remember what we had lost

You Tried

You tried to break me down

You tried to make me cry

Now we are done

Now we are through

Now I just want to hate you

I am glad you never saw the real me

Even though you thought you could read me

I am glad I broke up with you

Cause if I would have stayed with you

It would have been a mistake

I am glad that you’re gone out of my life

Now I can live my life

You where dragging me down

Deeper and deeper

I was only looking for the door so I could leave

You trapped me into loving you

Only to feel pain once more

Now I am free

Ready to live my life again

I know your still going to be in my head

And in my heart

I am so waiting for that day you are not

I Will Move On

You have let me down again

This time it was the last time

I see you will never change

I see you will never be the person I though you could be

I loved you with all my heart

I loved you with all my soul

You can not hurt me no more

Cause I am walking out of your life

I know I have to deal with seeing you one last time

I hope you know I will break down and cry

But I will get over you

I will move on

I will find a new love

I will carry on

You know how to make me feel pain like I have never felt before

Will the pain ever ceased to stop

If it does will my heart ever heal so I can feel love again?

Will I ever forgive myself for feeling like I meant nothing?

Can I ever move on from loving you?

Will I one day have feeling back in my heart.

Maybe one day I will find a new love

Maybe one day I will find a real love

Maybe one day will come

Wish It Was Easy

Wish it was easy to say how I feel
But sometimes the simplest words are the hardest to say
So I look up at the stars and moon
Wishing you where looking at them too
Wondering what you are thinking at this moment
Wishing I was holding you tight tonight

Wanting to kiss your soft lips
Wanting to hold your hand just once more
Wishing I was looking in to your brown eyes
While I make love to you one more time tonight

Trying to hold back the tears of joy
Cause you make me feel like I have never felt before
You make me smile like I have never smiled before
How I want to take you in my arms and never let you go

The Silence

The souls of silence
The fear of pain
To feel the blade again the vain
The sounds of the scream
The taste of blood
To crave love

As I step back and see
How much love is all around me
The cry of help in the night
The rain of pain
The sadness of the soul
Will it ever be untold

My mind races
I want to look beyond the pain
I want to close my eyes
Hoping this is only a dream
Wanting silence in my mind
But tears fill my eyes

Holding you near
Holding your heart
Never wanting us to be a part
I call your name in the dark
But all I hear is silence
Then it goes dark

Losing me

Why does my heart feel like its been spilt into two
Why does it ache for you
When you never really wanted me
I’m not sure if I should be wasting tears on you
I feel the pain that your causing me

Why does it hurt so much
Only knowing that you never really loved me the way you said you did
You talk to other women in front of me
And you must think I am blind
But I am not
All your doing is losing me

That is if you ever really wanted me
That is if you ever really loved me
Can I even trust you now
Do I have a reason to
Should I continue loving you
Or should I just get over you and try to move on

So I Can See

Sometimes I wish I could wash away my sins
Then I could look in the mirror again
Loving you is so easy
Being me is so hard on my knees
Cause I’m always begging you for forgiveness

Wishing my life was different
Wishing half of what has happened isn’t real
But then I wouldn’t have you
Wouldn’t have you in my life
For that I am real

Wanting to hold you tight
Can’t wait for that day
It maybe night
Hope there is light
So I can see to kiss your pretty lips


Hanging by my only whim
Wanting to be where you are now
Thinking of how I can make that happen
Even though I know it might be a while
So I cry at night
Cause I can’t stand being 3000 miles from you

I Feel

Why am I happy on the outside
But feeling like I wanna die inside
You see my smile
You see my tears
You see all of my emotions

And that’s why I love you
For you
For everything
I want to hold you
I want to be with you

But we are so far apart
Don’t know when I will get to see you
I hope its soon
Cause I can’t take not being with you

I feel closer to you then I have with anyone else
I can tell we will last a long time
I want to see you smile
I want to see you cry
I want to feel your touch
I want to taste your kiss

Your on the west and I am on the east
But I know we will meet
I know we are meant to be
Cause our love is pure
Purer then it has ever been

For Loving You

I sitting in the corner thinking of you
I want you back
I need you back
But I know your feelings are not the same

So my mind is wandering like crazy
Thinking of what I did wrong
For you not to feel the same
So the tears start to fall from my eyes

Just once I was hoping things would work out
Things would be different for me
But they are just the same
I lose every girl I have ever loved

You may think I’m crazy
For loving you
But I can’t make my heart change my mind
From loving you

I might just go mad
I might just go crazy
wishing you where mine
For one more night
For one more day

How do I say good bye
When I am not ready to
How do I tell you
That my feelings are true

My mind is going crazy
And all I do is think of you
All day long
All night long
Your in my dreams
Your in my heart
You are my soul

Loving You

Loving you is a never ending game
Trying to figure you out isn’t fair
But I still love you
Why do I put myself though this
Why do I keep coming back to you

We can’t stay apart
We play to many games
But yet we are connected
The love we have is real
And yet I fear it

Why is loving you so hard
Why can’t I just walk away
You make it to difficult to stay away
And that makes me love you even more

I try to fight it
But I never win
My heart always steers me the wrong way
But then I feel the pain
The pain of loving you
And losing you

I always apologize for nothing
I always apologize for everything
But then again it was nothing
But then again it was something

Waking Up For A New Day

Why do I feel broken inside
Where I just want to run and hide
Breaking down and crying
Watching the tears fall from my eyes
When you said good bye

How the pain is taking a hold of me
Looking around
Wanting to be found
Only to hold my head up high
Cause I don’t want you knowing you hurt me
Hurt my heart
Hurt my soul
Hurt my self being

Waking up for a new day
Saying good bye to the old
Wanting you back
So I can feel again
But we will never be more

Your over me
I see that now
So its time to move on
Its time to heal my wounded heart
Looking for someone new
To share everything with
To give my heart to
To get over you